~**-PiEcE Of A BeAutIfuL MeMoRy-**~

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

my gawshh...my feet...theres blisters..wth!i knew i'm gon have it..its cuz i wore those pump shoes..i was walkin like a chicken around orchard,i was annoyed cuz dad kept on askin me wether i wanted to eat..when we already ate like 2 meals..my stomach felt like burstin out,right after we went causewaypoint..we walked around searchin,god knows what!i was darn tired plus i had a tummy cramp..its the time of the month!ahh well...i sulked my way through..in the end i was so pissed cuz of my darn shoes and my dad kept annoyin me..i went home alone without them..on the way home was thinkin of meetin min cuz his house was on the way...but ahh well..when i called him,he said he had just woken up from napping..i guess i must have waken him up..oh bummer..i felt like an ass!went straight home,sad ofcourse, since he didnt wanna meet..when i reached home,no one was in so i decided to switch on the speakers of my computer..music blasting through the windows..haha..it was so cool until my brother got back..had to lower down the volume cuz he said my kinda music is annoying!vateva dude!jeezz..oh brothers!they constantly act like morons!ahh well gotta live with them for the next 10 years.......

- Pure Bliss... ;

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Quotes N Phrases : No Copy N paste!

~A beauty is a woman you notice; A charmer is one who notices you.

~A compliment is like a kiss through a veil.

~Lack of will power has caused more failure than lack of intelligence or ability.

~A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked.

~The best reason for having dreams is that in dreams no reasons are necessary

~To accomplish great things we must not only act but also dream, not only plan but also believe.

~Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted.

~Nothing great in the world has ever been accomplished without passion

~Facts are stubborn things; and whatever may be our wishes, our inclinations, or the dictates of our passions, they cannot alter the state of facts and evidence.

~When you do not know what you are doing and what you are doing is the best -- that is inspiration.

~When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind, and then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power.

~Whoever does not try, does not learn.

~Wise [persons] learn by others’ mistakes, fools by their own.

~Obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.

~You can't blame gravity for falling in love.

~I had learned to respect the intelligence, integrity, creativity and capacity for deep thought and hard work latent somewhere in every child; they had learned that I differed from them only in years and experience, and that as I, an ordinary human being, loved and respected them, I expected payment in kind.

~I have felt it and lived it and now it leaves me here, love is the ultimate pain and joy, without it you die with it you perish.

~I have found the paradox that if I love until it hurts, then there is no hurt, but only more love.

~Forgiveness breaks the chain of causality because he who forgives you -- out of love--takes upon himself the consequences of what you have done. Forgiveness, therefore, always entails a sacrifice.

~Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate.

~Free love? as if love is anything but free. Man has bought brains, but all the millions in the world have failed to buy love.

~I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.

~I had found a kind of serenity, a new maturity... I didn't feel better or stronger than anyone else but it seemed no longer important whether everyone loved me or not--more important now was for me to love them. Feeling that way turns your whole life around; living becomes the act of giving.

~Absence -- that common cure of love.
Absence sharpens love, presence strengthens it.
Absence and a friendly neighbour washes away love.
Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great.

~Some of us think holding on makes us strong; But sometimes it is letting go.

~The line between love and obsession Is drawn by only circumstance.

~And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.

~Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.

~The best proof of love is trust.

- Pure Bliss... ;

Saturday steppin' into the club
The music makes me wanna tell the DJ
Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound

But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
(but not the way you want me to)

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)

I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
But not the way you want me to

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I just need to free my mind (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)

I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)

What they (follow) me
Why can't they (they they they-they-they) let me live

Take this for just what it is

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

- Pure Bliss... ;

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry kinda thirst when drenched
On sunny days all I can see is the shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when its my turn to seek
My only believe is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin I'm over

(Disconnected)
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(Disconnected)
Numb in the pain again I always back track forward
Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected

Quietly loud while I'm noisily silent
Keep holding my breath when I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of my waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing

I just wanna live my life sedated
Cuz I love driving myself away
Disfunctionally sane don't give a damn
I cant comprehend what I understand
Disconnected

Numb in the pain again I always back track forward
Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected
Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Numb in the pain again I always back track forward
Cuz all in all I'm Disconnected

- Pure Bliss... ;

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Gossh...today was average goin..not that i like but its just aiight..i still couldnt believe why i've forgotten bout my social studies homework!when i entered the class late,i thought everythins gon be ok..so then my friends asked me to meet teacher at her desk..i went up to her and said excuse me..she asked for my social studies homework..and i was like,uhh what?excuse me?did u say homework?i didnt know bout it..maybe it was me who wasnt listenin or i wasnt around the time she gave the homework..she started,that doesnt give you an excuse and if the express students in your class can make the effort to do it so then why you're not?i thought oh big deal i can hand it in tmrw but instead she wanted it by 3.30pm today in her pit hole 59..fuck her.my face was hot and red..i wanted to cry..haha yeah i know!cry baby....but i cant help it!i hate teachers when they do that!i didnt cry thou!but ALMOST!the feeling just sucked at that point of time..when i returned back to my table,my galfriends were askin why what happened?they were clueless until i told them that i had to stayback to finish up my assignment!they told me to relax!everythins gon be alright...they helped me through..gave me helpful points for the sources..i couldnt thank them more..such friends i have!i cleared 3 paragraphs in 30 mins for the sources for 7 marks..how ridiculous!***long sighhhh*** eventually and fortunately,i finished it exactly at 2 when the school bell rang,the sign of time to go home and time to dump that work of mine in the death hole,i mean pit hole!haha.. thennnn i was freeeeeee...i went back home straight after!you know how tired i was?!?!?!suckers!

ironically yesterday n today i lost a few stationaries..damn looks like i have to go buy again..in the case of my eraser,i was grabbing my paper when i suddenly flipped it and the eraser just flew..where to,i have no clue..i tried to search for it everywhere in the classroom but to no avail!thats sickening!i asked all my friends to search for it..ahaha..they were like?oh for god sake hannah,go get a new one!thats just a stupid eraser!then i went like,oh yeah?have you got any idea?well that stupid eraser is about 2 years old and the quality is god damn awesome and when u erase sumfin on the paper,everythin goes phew..gone,hehehe i know thats utterly rubbish but i cant help it!now im'ma have to get another!shit!ahh well...tmrw i will buy the stationaries.fuck!errghh...*Bouncin off*

- Pure Bliss... ;

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

heyy....wow today i came back earlier than i thought..haha..anyways after school we went out for lunch..went MAC with chels,yvonne,jerrel before they went off for band!had a heavy lunch..as usual..i finished the last..chels was the first..those two love birds ate ya know those burgers with rice on top of it..i hate that!isshh...oh and while we were eatin,there was this group of dudes starin at me..chels thought that maybe they should take a picture cuz they last longer than lookin!lol...they were bein freaky..we thought there was someone behind us they're lookin at but instead it was us that they're starin!like wth!i couldnt bother much cuz i had food infront of me to indulge haha..i just ate and didnt pay much attention on those ugly bunch!i just simply hate guys starin...errghh...for god sake,look at someone who wants to look back at you!not me!not chels either!so beat it!oh i suggest go get a cam!after that we had to rush cuz chels didnt wanna get pumpings for bein late..we took a cab to be fast..she was like so kanchiong all becuz she didnt wanna do pumpings cuz tom would be seein her doin it,thats absurd,ahh well thats chels!..she was bein ignorent in the cab..haha..couldnt blame much eyy chels?!you're cute n stay that way!see ya around suckers!till then.......

- Pure Bliss... ;

Saturday, January 21, 2006

You see me sitting here, a smile upon my face
The time has come but you know that it's not too late
There's been too many things, together we have seen
It's not too hard if we start to believe
And we're not gonna take anymore
Can we try to erase all the pain
So please

Show me a reason, give me a sign
Tell me the way we, fall out of line
Is it today or is it tonight?
We'll find, the answer to our life

This world is not at ease, we seem to hide the truth
Thinking there's only so much we can really do
It's up to you and me, to face our destiny
The jury's here so let's take the stand
And we're not gonna take anymore
Can we try to erase all the pain
So Please

Show me a reason, give me a sign
Tell me the way we, fall out of line
Is it today or is it tonight?
We'll find, the answer to our life

Tell me why we have to cry
And not try
When there's so many things we can do
To help this troubled world start a new

I need a reason, I need a sign
There's no turning back I'm here by your side
Is it today or maybe tonight?
We'll find
The answer to our life
Show me the way, give me a sign
Tell me the way we fall out of line
Is it today, is it tonight
The answer to our life

Show me a reason, give me a sign
Tell me the way we, fall out of line
Is it today or is it tonight?
We will find, the answer to our life

Show me a reason, give me a sign
Tell me the way we, fall out of line
Is it today or is it tonight?
We'll find, the answer to our life

- Pure Bliss... ;

i had a rough time last night...i couldnt sleep..i couldnt eat..theres a lump in my throat that i just couldnt seem to gulp in..i felt sore..i felt tired..i felt sick of the same thing happening over and over again...why cant just things be better for me and u?thought things already got better....is it me?or is it that i'm just not meant for you?i dont think i cater to your needs..i cant meet up to your desires..i feel everythin's wrong between us...i havent spoke a word ever since last night..i shut everyone out from myself..i feel like i'm this useless girl deep inside me tryna seek for sumfin better sumfin good...that sumfin just dont seem to surface..how deep i cry or no matter how sore my heart felt..no one wants to understand..no matter how hard i try..it just dont seem to work..my heart beat so fast each time i think of us breakin apart..is that the best solution for us both?now tell me min.........................dont keep me in the dark!they say if you love somebody so much,u must let him go...i wonder if thats true?hope not!

- Pure Bliss... ;

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Once again its a tiring day fer me...had lotsa homework..finished it though..min helped me with math abit..we went national library at woodlands..damn it was so freakinly quiet in there n freezingly cold,heh what am i talkin bout!sheesh...everytime i talk..i had to be extra careful so not to make my voice tone too high..it just sucked!but ahh well..i got kinda annoyed everytime i say sumfin and min went like "ssshhhhhh"!but i cant tell him off cuz its a library afterol..hehe..hurt his feelings later!or did i?ehh i cant remember...hmmm i realise bout min lately...he's kinda sensitive..and i think i'm not bein sensitive towards him?am i?min, u think so??tell me!pls..i gotta know!dont leave me in the dark!and dont get offended if what i just said hurt your feelings..

- Pure Bliss... ;

Sunday, January 15, 2006

What is your love?(guys n girls; with awsome anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
you're the deep love you two are always romantic and thoughtfull of eachother takeing it one step at a time. when ever you go somehere or say something it's always romantic and deep you two are perfect in each and every way for eachother cuase you share a bond that goes deeper than anything you can imagen. be greatfull for this love cuase it will only come by one time

- Pure Bliss... ;

Are you a good kisser? (great anime pics)
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- Pure Bliss... ;

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Wow what a tiring day today...went for my CIP..haha first we had no idea what were we suppose to do...then when we reached,we then realise we had to get the tin and collect donations...yeah i admit its a good deed but damn the people around were selfish..they walked on past me as though i was invinsible...heh!we're suppose to have like 4 hrs of community involvement...trust me that 4 hrs was killin me softly!haha...ahh well its over now!thank god!we only filled it 3/4 full..yeapp!i couldnt stand anymore..thats why!

- Pure Bliss... ;

"Undiscovered"

Take it back, take it all back now
The things I gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than I do
All the reasons I gave, excuses I made for you
I'm broken in two

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

Don't walk away

Touch me now how I wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me
My love, and take me back
Cuz I'm so in love with what we were
I'm not breathing I'm suffocating without you
Do u feel it too?

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

When I'm in the dark and all alone
Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then I know my heart is whole
There's a million reasons why I cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz I don't wanna be alone

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you

Cuz I can't fake and I can't hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all I need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, I'm without
I'm crossed out
I'm kicked out
I cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away

...............
Read the meanings and you'll
understand how i'm feelin right now

- Pure Bliss... ;

I’ll forgive,
It doesn’t matter what you do,
You know this love and all I have,
Will always be here for you.
I’ll forget,
Anything you ask me to,
If you don’t like when I bring it up,
My words I’ll think them through.
I’ll love,
Even if you don’t want me to,
Obsession, call it want you want,
But this is the one promise that I’ll always keep for you,
I’ll live,
You know my dreams are all I see,
Our life is what its for,
I’m going to be the best that I can ever truly be.
I’ll trust,
Anything you ever say,
I put you higher then these fools,
And that is where you’ll stay.

I’ll Forget, I’ll love, I’ll live,
I’ll trust and I’ll forgive,
My love will never go away,
This is all I have to give.

This is for you baby...........
-Hannah

- Pure Bliss... ;

Friday, January 13, 2006

Just dont know why i'm feelin so low right now...i was bright and smiley moments ago...somethin changed it...i just dont get it!i dont understand...god pls make me understand and i just wanna the truth...why?what?how?huh???goosshh!aiight i know i'm crapping right now,u guys probably will be like huh?watsup?...this feeling really sucks!i just hate it...my heart's beatin so fast!i cant help it!

- Pure Bliss... ;

hey...its friday the thirteen!!my gawssh..people say you'll have bad luck on this day but heh!thats utterly crappy!its not true anyway cuz i didnt have any...haha infact its been great the whole day...went out with min...watched a movie..ahh well eat popcorns and stuff..i find the movie interestin but it didnt really capture me...like whenever i watched a movie..it makes me wanna watch it again like i cant get enough of it...ya know the feeling?hahaha..ahh well!oh and hey i saw min's two friends..they're aiight..didnt really talk!yeapp....it was so darn cold inside the cinema...haha...we were both so cuddly..i like it!hehe..yeah yeah!total yucks huh!?NVRM!ooooohh and i also got back my long lost math book!its only been two days thou!hahaha...its a good thing i didnt get a new one or i would have wasted my money on it!wth!i'm so tired today....havin a lot of homework!sucks eyy!haha but this is life..with school!YEAH!well lata!

- Pure Bliss... ;

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Whats Your Personality Fruit?
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- Pure Bliss... ;

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

i feel so tired today...loads of stuff were playin in my mind...school stuff especially....and i just found out i misplaced my math book!shit!this sucks big time!!!i just dont know why am i bein so forgetful nowadays?!why?not much focus bein put in?huh?wth!righty ok maybe!anyways...just made up this blog!how's it?cool?a nah?a thumbs up?lol yeah and this is all thanks to my sista..chelsea anne!ahaha...anyways gotta bounce now..!lata!

- Pure Bliss... ;

Monday, January 09, 2006

hahaha...today was the best day..went out after school thinkin that we'd study together,me,chels and syafiq!but we ended up indulging ourselves with food...k first off we went foodcourt..i ate this huge chicken with rice etc..and as usual unlike the rest..i finished my food last!cuz it was too much!then we went up to the third floor thinkin that we'd take neoprints but there was no change cuz theres no cashier there..i think she died on the way there!bloody heck!so we decided to just leave for ice cream at swensen's.....my gossshhh...its was so awesome we had a large bowl of ice cream...we shared together...it was damn large and in the middle of it there was a small container thats filled with ice...haha..it was so cool....we had pictures taken...so cool!after that we were so full and chels said she felt like her stomach were goin down to her butt!ahaha....crazy people i have around me!

- Pure Bliss... ;

Sunday, January 08, 2006

hey wassup..its been raining..so chilly in here!just created this blog..its a new one.there'll be more posts coming up..all you have to do is wait!!hehe..poems,lyrics,daily updates of my life,school,friends,relationship..yeah basically most of whats happenin around me and me..I Am Me!oh for those who's too slow to know whats iamme..its I Am Me!khay!haha!catcha lata...........

- Pure Bliss... ;