~**-PiEcE Of A BeAutIfuL MeMoRy-**~

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Its Raining again,
the day rained n it made my day a little less happier..got up early today for math lesson..it wasnt close to a lesson,basically its a self study.mr lathiff wasnt there for us..he was around but he's with the sec 3s..i guess we're less important huh.oh whatever..the day kinda sucked up for me since the beginning of the day..at 9 all the way to 12,we stayed around to practice math..i could understand alil of it now..still requires more practice thou..my friends and i were all kinda bored since we had to study by ourselves,while doing math we munched n munched all the junks that we brought that i hardly ate lunch after that.

I think today is the worst day of my practical life!!!i just dont understand why people are constantly getting on my nerves..why luh why..i wanna scream but i cant,i wanna rant but i might hurt..i feel chocked at the tip of my throat cuz i just cant seem to let it out.n what did i do?i slept on it..i took a short nap n thinkin that it would subside upon waking up but NO!i can still feel apart of me that is not right!so i got up,washed my face,swallowed down panadol pills..went back to sleep..but this time i tossed n turned..feeling frustrated,i simply got up again n sat by the window just looking at cars passing by..weirdly,i imagined horrible things..like what if i die now knocked down by a car?would people just be glad?would they even cry a tear for me?how would things turn out to be after im gone?will life still be as perfect?would i make the world a lil less burden?simply cuz i have done nuthin much to create sumthin wonderful in the eyes of people..im not trying to be emotional here but these are the things that went through my mind.sometimes i just feel not worth living.

I'm the kinda girl who hates to be overly protected n unfortunately i have a set of parents who are doin it to me.i hate to be patronized..i just wanna be set free..i know i always refrain from expressing my emotions n ending up bottling my anger,my hate,my loneliness..my whatever.the feelings accumulate itself making me chock on it.its obviously not a good feeling.yes i agree letting it out can be relieving but sometimes i just dun feel like letting it out.its frustrating..when im angry or moody..i tend to shut myself up..its just how the way things work for me..i dont think saying anything further will do any good.cuz i'll either start pissing people off or cry endlessly.its that crucial.so just leave me alone n let me have my moment.its better that way. peace.

I'm gonna end it off here.Get back soon.

- Pure Bliss... ;

Friday, April 27, 2007

Hellluuuu....
phew what a day,first of all in the morning started my day with much gloominess..dragged my lazy bump off the bed upon third snooze.hah!that explains me bein late.in school i had fnn prac!like blooty hell luh!haiss..i didnt make any fruit tart!!!!well actually i did but only halfway!i did the base which is the pastry,i did the pastry making twice cuz the first round i did was hopeless cuz i added in too much water n that made the dough really sticky so i asked jolyn if i could like actually do it over again n she was like prolly i should so yeah i did the pastry all over again.haha i was like one doofus,running from one end to the other of the first kitchen to the second!scared that mdm lim might scream at me for wasting a set of ingredients for pastry-making!i tell u she's a tyrant when it comes to wastage!lol..so i rushed from one fridge to the other to search for butter..haha..there were abt 3 fridges luh!!ehh no 4!yuh 4!haha..i searched all 3 except for the 4th!sheeshh hannah hannah!mdm lim ah..she ah!when i gave up in searching,i asked mdm lim politely for the butter n she was like "i know searching for smthin n u couldnt find it right?" haiyah!how she know ah??!she read minds i tell u!scarey..haha she called me silly..before i took out the butter,she asked me why u taking the butter again?then i was like "uhhhhh cuz i wanna use it for my custard(actually for the pastry)!" after that i felt guilty!well i had to alright!bleah!

Ok done with pastry luh..now with my custard making!!piece of ^%&#%^@$%!# hole!darn!wanna know why???the gas kept switching off..n mdm lim blamed my oven for the over trip!like arse right!n the after that we found out,it wasnt my oven!how ridiculous!haiss..how upset i was cuz time n again the gas kept tripping n switch off by itself so we were like practically moving around the kitchen using the gas stove which can work!N THAT affected my custard making!i was so pissed with the moving around that i didnt put my heart into making my custard..the custard turned really sucky cuz it didnt SET!for god's sake,why didn it?!?!?n so as Ain's!haiss..our fate today huh..that bad!!i hate it i hate it!so i went back with a container full of crushed pastries..lol!i literally sawed the pastry base with pastry palette..lol!cuz it was really hard!bleah i dunnoe what i added into it..hmmm..tab's fuirt tart was deliciouste!yumm!!unlike mine the base without the top!how pathetic!!haisss...oh well!

So yeah after school today went home to pack stuff..n we were off to hit the gym..it was friggin raining n there was only 1 small pitiful umbrella of mine..together with chels we ran all the way to the mrt along with the umbrella..haha can u imagine that!n i was dumb to put on my long sports tight pants..the bottom was soaked..sheesh..lucky ain brought another umbrella,wasnt that bad after all..3 ladies with 2 umbrellies!lol..reached there n i forgot to bring wipping towel..so yeah i purchased it at the counter for a dollar,that was cheap eyy..

After that we took a long shower..how nice!i love the toilet cuz it was like so peaceful n clean!haha i love clean toilets!then we had to rush cuz chels was late for church..as for always she's late..haha..while me n Ain headed to northpoint for dinner!haha its funny she never had carrot cake before so i bought for her to try..glad she liked it!haha she's a funny girl!without further walk abouts,we headed home..too tired to walk..

Oh what a cold night!!i was shivering in the bus..i felt happy inside thou..nice feeling!

Yikes tmrw theres Math tutoring with mr lathiff so im gona turn in soon,dead beat!Later!

Loves,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeehooooooo!
well warm hello to my darlings,whoah its been rainy these days eyy..it scares me sometimes cuz it seems like the weather these days have been changing alot.from hot to cold to rain to dry..oh what am i saying is that the earth is literally sick.have u guys read the papers today?haissss sad sad..go read up the papers alrighty?!oh anyway i had Prelim MT Oral today after sch..at first it was nerve-recking because i wasn't really prepared at all.however,ain n me practised during pc period.haha she is darn funny..she kept teasing me how funny i pronounce all the malay verbs n nouns that has the letter 'R' in it.its like so frustrating how i cannot pronounce something so simple easily without much stammering or tongue twisting!haha..yeap so thats me.my weakness is not able to pronounce the malay words with the letter 'R' in it!damn..but oh well im fine with that.i'll try my best to say it properly.*crossesfinger*

Yeah so in the hall,my heart was pumping hard all the way n while waiting for my turn to be examined,i kept rubbing both my thumb n third finger together!weird eyy..i do that all the time when im nervous..heh!so when my turn was up,i gave my best shot..i was nervous so i stammered abit but the teacher told me i was very good as it was loud n clear,no mumblings!i dont mumble!hah..i only mumble when i have no idea whats going on..lol!in all,the oral went smooth except for the stammering part.my conversation was goodie good,the teacher told me i am fluent n spontaneous!!!hah!seee who says hannah is bad at reading n talking?!!!!haha..

Alrighty,then shortly after..i went down to comp lab..oh oh before that i met Darl!unfortunately we only spoke from another level..i was on the second n he's on the third.cheh!after that i headed for comp labie!did my fnn stuff..i love comp lab computers!most of them are usable n workable unlike the cosmix!which i find very annoying..cuz mainly because the students there especially the sec 1s are annoying n noisy,the TA dude there was ignorant!!!he sat his ass there n when help is needed he reluctantly replied rudely!nice help dude!thanks!but no thanks!u just sit your ass there n continue whatever eyy!chels,i so cannot stand him!i mean he's got this look on his face that i just cant bare to look at!!bleah whatever!n i couldnt stand how he talk to you when u asked him to come n help!!!damn ass!

Yes i'm half done with my coursework!!!!!!its gonna be done soon!execution is drawing near n im really scared!!oh well i'll try my best!!mdm lim is driving me insane but she can be a good help because she's like my grandma to me..lol no offence teacher,but u really are!simply becuz a grandma nags like hell but in the end u know she wants the best out u!u know what im sayin?yeahh!!mdm lim i just want you to know ur close to my heart!omg im so mushy!weehooo!!

I feel feverish lately,i have no idea why...oh my flue is starting again..been sneezing the whole evening!!shit oh shit..i need pillssss!!!!prescribed pills that is!aha!.......ahhh MYE is coming next week!english paper is first paper!haisss..also,followed by other papers..i gotta start studyin..nuthin is never too late eh??yeapp..ok dokies..i need to get my lazy bump up n start working at the table now n dive my head into the books.talk soon yeah! *winky

Hot kisses,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Saturday, April 21, 2007

helloo peeps,
its been almost a week since i last blog..hmm what shall i blog?hokay i shall go straight to my points!today i had to wake up very early despite its a saturday,saturday is the best day or morning rather for me to catch up on my sleep..instead,i had Canberran's Day to attend so i had to drag my ass off my bed this morning just to go to school!haiss...oh well..i received an award,finally!after so many rehearsals which apparently most of it i didnt attend..oh well too busy..hmmm seemed like today's school occasion was extravagant..no idea why..the minister came..all the VIPS were around..cool stuff..haha i went onstage n it was nerve racking,i have no idea why thou.my friends told me my face was abit angry,n i wasnt!!!serious!well probably maybe becuz i was just nervous thats all eyy..

Yeah i received a pluck or plague or whatever it is called as well as a certificate..quite cool but i still prefer cash vouchers rather than receiving those crap..lol no offence here but what can i do with those tokens?at the most i'll display it in my room n leave it there to collect dust?right??lol,yeah so i still prefer cash vouchers similar like last year..hmmm..glad that dad came today to witness the ceremony..glad glad,at first i was worried he wouldnt turn up but yey!he finally arrived at 9!n i arrived at 7.30!bleah...how cool!we had to wait n sit for everything to settle n finally after 2 hours of sitting down n havin an ass ache,the event started!long waiting!darn!

i was glad that i actually saw some of my friends who has graduated..i envy them cuz they're through with O's n im stuck here with it still,now they're in polys n jcs..they went on talkin about their school n what did i have to tell them?my O's n how my boring teachers pile us up with homework n homework n nuthin but homework!shit oh shit!..pls pls..i want it to be over soon!its drivin me insane!goooodddddddd!!!send me an angel to guide me through.......open up my path.

Oh yes i went tekka after grocery shopping today..went with chels n vigs to get threadings done..n then after that met jer at dhoby ghaut..so yeah we went all the way back to sembawang shortly cuz we didnt know where to go..i wasnt in my best mood today,period's coming most probably..moody moody..cheer up hannah,come on!life's not that bad....the only person who makes it bad is YOU!oh man..i know im mean to myself oh wth right..haha..

Anyway i gotta run now..some stuff to be done n im gona sit my butt down n watch some tv!yeayyy!

Later!

Lotsa Loooveee,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Hokayyy people,
as all of u who has been readin my blog know iv been complaining abt my stupid nokia 3230 which had been really a pain in the ass for me..now finally iv traded it in n have gotten a brand new samsung-X510!n i can barely wait to say..it irritates me..!probably becuz im not used to using samsung phone..iv been so used to nokia n now that im using samsung..i need time to adapt to it!why didnt i choose my other option which was a nokia!maybe i should try somethin new i thought so i happily decided on samsung..i didnt want any phone that is complicated..like those phone with too many functions n stuff cuz i find they might lag like my previous nokia!

Phew!ok i shall not complain too much now..i shall just be thankful n thank god now that i have a brand new phone..my way of smsing now is abit different cuz i need time to adapt to the whole new thing like typing n stuff..im not pro yet with it so bare with my short replies..lol!n yes i gotta admit the english used in my smses kinda wacko so again i gotta say BARE WITH IT!!!!ahaha..not that i suck at english,hello top student!but i just hate it when everytime i type something n pressed sumthin else n somethin else comes out..its like i wanna press backspace,i pressed delete,u see?u know what i mean?lol!that simply irritates!hah!

Alrighty i shall be patient enough with this new phone..i gotta check some stuff out now so gotta bounce!LATER!!!!

Kisses,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Saturday, April 14, 2007

I've been seriously sad the past nights,the even slightest bothered me.so i'm gonna express it through a poem.

Here goes:

There comes a time,
everything u feel isn't fine,
when everything u see is a mistake,
forcing a smile,u know its fake.

I just can't stand loneliness,
I just can't stand not being,
I just can't stand not seeing,
I just can't stand not feeling.

Is being open the best thing to do?
can i run to you?
with open heart,does it make something relieving?
not able to be understood,its hurting.

I used to think i'm not good enough,
a thing to accomplish seems so tough,
fear is a key to giving up
however,time n again i tell myself
not to lose hope,its too abrupt.

Clover,
it's a good luck charm
will i lead my life like this forever?
i say shut up,keep yourself calm.

Never did i realise that being this way,
would ever be so crushing for a significant one,
you know like what they always say,
sorry seems to be the hardest word,
for this i would like to seek forgiveness,
your finest,from you i seek comfort.

Expressing sometimes can be difficult,

however i know keeping inside can indulge to hurt,

i've gotta let them know me,

yes,trust is the key.

Having so much joy,
protected and safe like a convoy
but once the moment is gone,
u feel like no one is longer there for u to hold on.

Now i'm standing here at a crossroad,

with all the bumpy rides,

i just have to note,

u gotta fight!

For Joy & Love

Thats all what it takes.

*Smile for me* ~Cheers! =)

With Love,

HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Hey,weeee!
its wayy early in the morning n im still up..oh how ironic?no luh its close to 2 am in the morning..i cant seem to sleep!my brothers arent around so im ruling the house tonight!including his room..full of cool stuff..yes i know i invaded their room..whatever!sooooo what shall i blog abt hmmmm...im just simply bored downright to the core..there must be sumthin to blog abt!like...??hmmmmm....ohh yes a moment ago i watched this movie called THE PRINCE & ME!HAHA...what a fairy-tale movie..i loved it though..hmmm at the same time..i was waiting for a call but it never seemed to be received..oh well!hah..hannnahhh take a chill pill!

Today had Canberran's Day rehearsal...sickening n boring man...seriously..all we did was sat there like ducks!jussstt waiting for the whole thing to be over..oh well!life is boring..it rained like hell..whoa..i got myself wet..haha..funny thing i always get caught in the rain n never fall sick..why eyy..hmmm tsk tsk!yeah yeah...you know what?im fallin inlove with this big headphone!its like blasting music into my ears luh..the power!phewww..alright id better stop now or i'll go deaf sooner or later..!haha..its not mine anyway..its my brother's!why do boys have those cool gadgets eyy?!like hello..i want some too!speakin bout gadgets,my hp is dricin me kookoo,it is kookoo itself dont lead me to be one too pls!sheesshh..i need a new one immediately!ahhhh..again i was smackin n hammering it on my window pane just now...i was close to throwin it out the window!hah!hannah hannah!!chill!relax,smile! *hammers the phone* heeeeeeeee!

Ok next..see i have this issue..an issue regarding my feelings n sensitiveness..i just cant seem to reveal what i feel or think..like iv no clue how to tell others whats my state of mind..so then they'll get clueless too..so how?haisss...my apology..im just me..i'll try to be as open but sometimes i just find it hard rather cuz people are not always understanding..they tend to get confused with me n in the end they'll just give up...for some the less they know the less they'll worry abt..haisss..what a girl like me has got to do?me=lost!

Anyhooss...again im tellin myself..take a CHILL PILL hannah!orighty im yawning alrdy..gotta jump off to bed now...nitey night people!

Love love,
Hannah

- Pure Bliss... ;

Friday, April 13, 2007

Hey hey..
let me just say today is a crazy day..my goodness its been rainin!i got soaked n drenched..the rain was crazy heavy.today in school..morning i had to finish up my fnn coursework,i nearly went insane searching for the perfect computer in the lab cuz it seemed like the school is too useless..the comps are mostly wacko!haisss..fnn so far is alright cuz iv found my perfect dessert which is fruit flam!glad'o glad'o!heeess..oh then had to rush up for chem test!another crazy n suicidal thing cuz i didnt even study a single thing abt the chem topic...so i messed the whole paper..mrs yue told me that i couldve gotten the whole page full marks but bcuz of my stupidity by not stating n labelling the points..i get friggin 0!!!!!ahhhhhhh..hannnnaahhh!!!

Alright over with that crazy stuff..on to the next..during recess i saw ms wong actually cried!!omg..poor ms wong..what had happened to her..i still wonder..i guess she's just stressed abt us!haisss ms wong u gotta chill abit..dont flex your muscle too much..sheeshh..hahaha then i saw afena during recess..following mr felix..we were all wondering why..so she explained to us at the table in the canteen..she actually threw a piece of cake at the window pane!!!ahahaha..just cuz the cake was not as tasteful as she expects!lol...she got a detention as a result..thats not even close to being worth it, afena!!sheeshh..

Hmmmm yeah,i remember abt last evening's issue..i was so worked up abt certain things..i wasnt happy with the way my family has been treating me..i just feel very left out everytime they do somethings together as a family n leaving me out of it feels as thou im bein outcasted!like am i part of them?or am i just simply invisible?arrghhh..i got back from school yesterday n found that i was the only one back n so i kept wondering where they went out to..nighttime they got back..they went JB!!!!!without MEEEE!!!!!they went shopping without MEEEEEE!!tell me is that fair????when i was all alone at home wondering n stoning like some loner-freak!how selfish!ahhhhh....!!!the coolest thing is that my parents got themselves new hp as well as my brother,my elder brother bought a cool piece of ZEN vision:M!!!tell me how cool is that?!?!n me??just a piece of shit luh..i felt so neglected..i felt so crushed n gloomed up luh!!like ahhhhhhhhrrghhh!!i mean whyyy??whats wrong with people?!i coudlnt stand it n to add on to the ache,my dad scolded me for bein too selfish for not teaching my mum how to handle her new phone!like wth luhhhh!!!!how would i know..like as if i know everything in this world like that!!ahhh ridiculous luh!who are they calling me selfish now huh!i was just bein myself luh but they just wouldnt understand!they're so perfect right..do it on their own luh!why bother me!bullcrap!

i so want a new mobile phone luh n who get it?all of them but MEEE!!!whos left out??MEEEE!!!yesterday in school i was frustrated abt my phone cuz it couldnt work!the lights couldnt go on!until i was close to throwing it down from the fourth floor!afena was telling me that i was crazy cuz from physics lab all the way to class..i was hammering the phone against a railling!yes i know i am crazy but i cant help it ok..!!its better off without hp luh like that..it drives me up the roof man!irionically,when i smacked afew times,it worked..!but i still wasnt happy..there are too many scratches n marks!!!!all i just want right now is a new mobile phone!!!!!GODDD!!!!DADDDDD,when??????when i get married isit?ahhhh...well at least thats what afena told me!ahhhhhh....i need a breather!*SIGHS*

Alrighty before i go on with more rants,i'd stop here for now..breath hannah breath!smile!! :D i gotta go rehearsal now for Canberran's Day!another crappy one!i hope it wont be that boring!alrighty adeus!

*Every Smile Is A Gift*

- Pure Bliss... ;

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Hey people..
havent been blogging these past few days..been busy with school..been so tired n lethargic..dunnoe whats wrong..haiss..yesterday was especially tiring.the rehearsal was a drag,i had to go up n down the stage like a kookoo,ms wong was there constantly nagging n critisizing our way of walking on the stage,phew!she's a pain in the.oh well!n the mc's pronounced my name wrongly!it was damn frustrating..not once not twice but thrice!!u idiot!n i asked u to announce my FULL name as in with my dad's name cuz i have a dad ya know.my full name is Nur Farhannah Bte Shafi'ee!!get it right!!u freak0!!!

Anyhoos gotta go for rehearsal again tmrw..oh man..so frustrating luh..why dont they give us a break..its not like the speech day is this week..its next week for gods sake!hopefully the rehearsals pay off..i dont wanna screw up by dropping something on the way or worst tripping n falling on stage!thats crazy..i just wanna get it over with..however,im just happy that im acknowledged for my hard work..top english student eyy..cooliess..lets just say im a Language student..last year was top MT student,this year English huh!lol!oh wells..it just happens!

I'm feeling gloomy..yes!right abt now...this morning had some misunderstandings with chels darl!sorry babe..i shouldnt've opened my big mouth by spitting some stupid sarcasm..i really didnt mean it!! *sobsob* glad to know canberra Band won bronze,couldve done better..but theres always a next time yeah..*smiles*

Right now,as im sitting back typing..a part of my mind flew to some lala land..
missing,dreaming,reminiscing,wanting...lol!Hannah Hannah!!!!!snap out of it!hahaha..i'm hungry..period's coming i think!lol...opppsss!!!thats way too much info alrdy..oh well..iv been craving lots..chocolates especially..i wish i can have cadbury noww!somebody run down to get me some,plssssssssssssss oh well...im off for dinner now..catcha!*wink

*I'm Dancing In The Moonlight* Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............*

- Pure Bliss... ;

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Words Of Love Taken From: "Walk To Remember"

Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins . . . but delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope . . . and to endure . .
Whatever comes
Our love is like the wind...
Can't see it, but can be felt..

- Pure Bliss... ;

Heyy..how's lives doin for all?
mine was certainly sucky this morning..i was suppose to fetch my grandma with the rest of my cousins n then send her off to the airport this morning at 6 AM!but what did i do?i was sleeping like a log..iv set the alarm but i put it back to snooze!haisss..i felt damn frustrated n regretted what i have done..grandma will be going to the aussie n god knows when she'll be coming back to singapore..the least i could do was to send her off but i DIDNT!ahhhhhh...dad didnt even bother to wake me up..haiss...i want her back!!

For sure i'm gonna miss her like crazy,all those kisses i used to give her when she's still here will still remain..now i yearn her to come back soon..i doubt she'll be coming back anytime soon eyy..ohh well!life has to go on..i hope she's doin well there..she should have arrived in aussie by now..its 8pm here,its 10pm there..so,goodnnight grandma..i love love u!mmuah!!n my aunty better take real good care of her...ahh!which im sure she will!love to all my blood people there!haha..sounds odd.okie dokie..

After those morning rants at my dad for not wakin me up..i decided to have breakfast..well its sunday i ought to have some good breakfast but i only ended up eating some breakfast cereal which was kind of ERRRGHH..yeah so u can figure that out..after breakfast i took out my homework..i almost forgotten to do the english assignment..pheww that was close..if i didnt do it,i'd be dead meat by tmrw..lol!by miss wong who else..she's a dictator!!she really is..but i know she means well..she wants everyone of us to PASS O'levels english so no doubt all those piles n piles of english homework she's been givin us these past few months..my weekends are never complete without compres or essay writings..*sigh* nvrm hannah just keep on keepin on..YOU CAN DO ITTTTTTTT..haha those captions are inspiration from some funny movie i watched; The Longest Yard - Rod Schneider...lol!so hannah will do it..i'm gona kill O'level!hopefully i'll go to a good jc or not..poly it will be..singapore poly is not bad eyy..orrrr temasek....orrrr ngee ann....orrrr nanyang(boring)...yeah definitely any good school...anywhere i wont suffer..eyy?school IS a suffer?!oh well..

There goes my boring weekend..nuthin much happened the past few days..anyway sports fest was amazing..ones who didnt turn up especially some of my classmates,ya'll are losersss!!

ok there ya'll have it..my weekends - boring..i had flu!so i gulped down a flu pill..its darn strong that i fell asleep almost immediately,lol!hmmm i was suppose to go rock climbing today..unfortunately no i didnt..firstly,i was frustrated abt my morning..secondly im broke..i forgot to tell dad leave some money for me in the morning before going off..thirdly i was down with flu..friggin syness..oh well..may the day tmrw be a better day for me eyy..okie dokie..

LOVE,
HannahBanana

Ps: I Can Barely Wait For Tuesday!

- Pure Bliss... ;

Saturday, April 07, 2007

Jolyn needs AIR!lol..

Ain acting HOT!lol..well she is =)

Girliesss..

Tabiee..n me

I was too tired,just had to lay down

Thats Orchard,us bein spastic

Tired tired

Class of 5N1

haha thats me unknowingly taken by dear Tabitha

ICe-CrEaM with LoVE..

We were kicking butts!Look at chels!lol..

Bffs for life..nice medal u got there babe!

My candid moment..courtesy of chels

Class of 5N1 buds; from left-Tab,Ain,Jolyn,Me and Serene

OHHH..Syafiq!The birthday bird!lol!

Candid People..Just US

Me n Tabitha..our tired faces

Riyah,Diana,Me and Tabitha!

Locations: CCAB & Orchard

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Hey Lovelies,
i know im two days late for blogging..firstly i didnt blog the past few days cuz i couldnt use the comp..yeah..im dying to talk abt sports fest..sports fest was great fun.i participated in 2 events n unfortunately we didnt win anythin however i gave out all i got for the games so im satisfied enough.theres still a pinch of disappointment though cuz some of my classmates were abit sore durin the game..im happy for chels class..they were playin with full strength..they deserve to win the captains ball..congrats 5n2!love love!oh then we played floorball,thats a good game but i got injured durin defending.some girl landed on me while i was trying to keep away the goal.thank god she wasnt a big size girl or else i would have died there.my bump's sore now..bleah!oh well im fine though.heeee...........in all,we had a great ball of time.fun fun. above pics are evidence.

The day was very hot n its good that i brought water or i would have dehydrated..haha..th ice cream that i had was kinda pathetic..lol!i know im very fussy,jer!oh well..i know what i like,hehe!oh yuh after i got injured,i couldnt walk properly..i almost fell off the hill..oh god!lucky ain held me close!thanks sweetheart!sad to announce,my class 5n1 didnt win anything..sad sad..the stupid chinese boys from my class who signed up for a lot of events didnt turn up as a whole!bloody toot!in the end they got disqualified,how irresponsible bunch!i hate them..!ahhh!oh well i dont care luh!

Next up,after everythin was done at CCAB we headed for somerset..we ran all the way cuz we already booked the tables at swensen's n we had to be there by 7.its like marathon man!haha..chels was like really kanchiong..that she ran like nobody's business!haha..fortunately we got there right on the dot!ordered alot of delicious food as usual..the celebration for both evon n syafiq was perfectly awesome..our 2 darlings..happy belated birthdays..wish ya'll great bliss eyy!*hugs* oh yeah we took gazillions of pics yeapp!haha alot of funny moments we had there at swensen's..very funny that i dont even know how to describe them..lol!oh yeah i spilled my cup of water..haha unfortunately in landed on both chels n evon who were sitting opposite me..hehe!they started screaming for a slight second n the whole restaurant went really silent for that particular second.darn!funny funny!lol!heeeeeeeeeeeee...........i miss those moments..

i guess thats about it..after its all done, we went for some window shoppin n we got really exhausted alrdy..we went HOME!!yeay!met jer..sent me home..thanks darl!i dont like goin home that late alone..darn scarey!bleah!at the end of the night..i felt really glad that i enjoyed the day alot!thanks to all my friends who had made my day to turn out really great..especially people like chels,syafiq,vignesh,tab,evon,diana,xinda,bryan,krystal!thanks lovelies..the celebration was nuthin if u guys werent there..thanks again!*smiles* N Last but not the very least,thanks to my *darling*, you made my day complete!Wink!

Lotsa Love,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

hello lovelies,
i was havin a dreadful day today..first up in the morning found out that my fbt shorts is outta stock..i was like so ticked off abt it..its gladful that i havent even pay for it..if i did,i tell u im gona screw everything upside down..lol!n the next was abt some fag!she's sucha pain in the ass!i tried to be kind n nice to her but she tried to be funny with me!what a "great" friend she is eyy..wth luh!fyi,im not even close to being flirty!dare call me a flirt?screw u..who do u think u are!aiyahh..whatever,as long as i dont happen to see u around that'll do!

on top of that,we got our class jersey today..i hate it!!i honestly do not like it..first of all i dont like the color,nxt the friggin design on the back..screwed up colors..white,blue n gold?!whoah..color contrasts..haisss..so disappointing luh my classmates..but oh well..i have no choice..BUT to wear it.anyways..tmrw is our sports fest 2007!im excited abt it cuz iv been lookin forward towards it ever since january..lol..its gona be a thrill!at least i hope..lol!i'm participating in a few events so hopefully i wont be goin back empty handed if u know what i mean..last year we won champion for soccer girls..haha first time ever played field soccer in an event!hey im good at it i realised!lol!i can barely wait for tmrw..tmrw morning,school as usual but only til abt 10.40 n then we'll be heading home..at abt 12.15 we'll be meeting n bla bla bla..assemble at CCAB around 1.30..n then shortly we'll start our first game!so co0l!all the way to abt 5 or 6..dismissal!yeahhh so we'll be heading Swensen's after that to celebrate syafiq's n evon's bday!as usual...its like our tradition to do that..haha..Wheeeeeee!

like iv said,i can barely wait for tmrw!its gona be a fun n long day ahead tmrw so i guess i'll bounch to bed early..oh n jer is sick..oh man poor thing..u get well soon yeah!love love..goodnight!

Toodles n love,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Peek-a-boo people!
alrighty i know i havent been blogging for afew days now,thats cuz i didnt have anythin much to post about.well now i do!haha..ummm first of all,today has been fine..the usual stuff like school n homework n friends n all those bullcraps yeah..on top of that..theres this thing iv been dying about to tell my close people..chelsea was the first to know oh well always does..i am happy n pleased to say that things has been goin my way and i dont wanna give up anythin that i know i am capable of pullin through so why give up now right?O's are drawing near by day so i wanna keep myself busy with books other than stuff..haha..

i am just glad that those people whom i need most in times of need are there especially chels,jer,syafiq,ain,tabitha,vignesh n even afena..they're constantly givin me moral support n courage to do things that i never thought i would manage to.thus, i would like to say a million thanks..i just hope this would continue n i dont wanna ever part with ya'll lovelies..*group hugs*!apart from that,somethin new is up..i'v just got attached so ummm i hope the future will bring great things,hope n even memories..i just wish i'd be blessed with happiness,bliss n endless love this time round n most hopefully happily ever after?oh yeahh we still have a very long journey to go..persevere hannah persevere..all in the name of LOVEEEEEEEEE....lol!keep holding on!

This is for u Jeremy:
Ever since i knew u,iv never felt so happy..the words u say,the thought uv put in me..after what iv been through all these times, i never thought that i would have met u..a soul so kind so warm..how thoughtful u were knowin im in such low spirit,u pulled me up n gave me so much courage n embracing me with wonderful things..crappy jokes,long late night phonecalls..haha!i appreciate for all the things uv done for me so far..you know although it to0k us quite awhile before settling..i guess its just some challenges we gotta get through?like i said its gona be a long way ahead n u never know what the future might bring...alrighty i just wanna say..I'M NOT JEALOUS!u know what i mean..bleah!

Hey so these are all for now...my happy thoughts,my quirky post..i just gotta say..hey,if theres a will theres a way so u just gotta keep holding on,hang on there!u know ur surrounded by people of love!*wink..

With love,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;