~**-PiEcE Of A BeAutIfuL MeMoRy-**~

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Hey hey....
im back again,these past few days iv been really busy with my things..exams after exams..monday had MT O'levels..any idea how tiring n stressed out i was?hah!u have no idea i bet!its crazy..i only slept like afew hours..i couldnt take it..but im glad its over..for now i guess..n coursework drives me ko0ko0!oh yeah n yesterday i had O'level fnn practical..PHEW!thats a very extravagant thing for me..like i was some kinda aunty or sumthin..fo market got this n that..running around searching for freakin LENTILS!any idea whats that?well let me tell u,its a tiny pathetic flat kind bean which is organic n good for digestion n its cooked in soupy form..i went around the supermarket askin all those gundus..they had no idea whats that..i asked lentils,they showed me lettuce!!i was so darn frustrated..in the end i found it out myself..n its quite expensive for a small packet only!sheesh..but oh well,exams' sake,i gotta get it no matter!

Thank god theres my mum,she helped me out alot..from cutting all the vegetables to packing up my stuff n everything n buying all the ingredients for me which costed quite a bomb..so..phew!thanks MUM,love!then when finally we had the execution,i was kinda confidant..it was alright for me..no hastle or whatsoever shit..fine fine..all ingredients needed were there,that was very pleasing..n mdm lim was sucha nag but we all know she's always like that cuz she wants everything to be absolute perfecto..n yeah everything did as planned..very happy!!!but u know during the practical,i was like one crazy fella..running n running here n there to get salt n sugar n flour n soy sauce n bla bla bla bla..the list goes on..n the worst thing was,there were worms in the flour!shit!i was making a very big fuss!i wouldnt want worms in my pastry!dammit!

Yeah after the whole thing was over,we slacked at the wooden tables..tasting each others' dishes..awesome stuff..i loved chels' stuffed chicken n tortilla..damn syiok!n they loved my strawberry fruit flan..NICE!!!ahhh..i miss them now..fret not,i'll bake again soon..after we're done with lunch,we headed comp lab 1!computers are all brand NEW!darn cool..but not all are usable eyy..some are still abit whacked,cant print n all so i got frustrated cuz syafiq's cant be printed..so it took us the whole day to make it work.at the end of the day,we left school at about 5.30pm!can u imagine,on a holiday,n u had to be in school from 7.30am all the way to 5.30pm!

Haha..actually i have pictures of my execution..but not all are in my files..i'll try getting them anyway..post soon!later!

Love,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Hey hey!!
Today was an interesting day for me..had a fun one..got off from school early today cuz we had to attend this DPA talk at Ngee Ann Poly..its quite a fun school,friendly people there as well..the DPA?whats that?its direct poly admission whereby talented people can get that through,unfortunately i dont think i have the requirements!sad right?they only take in 100 shortlisted students..so demoralizing!but oh well i have O's to do n then i'll take it from there,JAE!!!!!i gotta get 15 points n below!!!haisss...i pray very hard i'll get good grades,i dont care im gonna study like one frankenstine..all the way!no more holidays although its gonna be june holidays next week!!!hoh boy..here we go again..the mug period!

Alrighty,must be wondering what happened today in Ngee Ann Poly righttt.....hahaha!!some bad n good memories still playin in my mind.one,we arrived there on time to sit n settle down..there were so many many many schools,i didnt think there were but my thoughts were wrong..we sat on far top..its so cool luh,theres this music group that performed..they were friggin cool man!played like pros..they're named BARACUDA!!!nice righhtt!!hahaha...i merely danced with it!!!teeheee but couldnt,cuz later the group of stupid dumb girls infront go talk abt us!they called us IRRITATING!like what luh..at least we knew how to express n be happy abt the event..they're like bunch of stupid mice!so dumb n yet talk abt us..in case u didnt know hello we're not deaf yet uh!oh yeah n then theres the performance,me n chels yelled,"hey hottie!!!!" hahahaha...WHAT!they said HI n we're nice ok!hah...oh n then theres this kinda bimbotic speaker,i think she's head of sumthin but i cant remember what.right n we received some goodie bags..syafiq took two!!hahaha!

And then...after the talk,we went around to take a look at the courses..business school was right next..we walked about..chelsea wanted us to stay together,too many people that we might get lost..so i was kinda like abit cheeky..i went the other way instead of following her n syafiq,hahah..n then guess what?i took a short cut,happi happi walk right..eyes already 2 pairs(including my glasses) looked somewhere else,turned to the right,n then BAM!!!i hit my poor head at the glass door..hurhur!!i thought i could pass through cuz its like so clear n i didnt think there was the glass door..damn it!!!!!the group of boys infront of me were laughing their butts out!!!i felt so stupid n embarrassed!!!sheeshhhh!!!hurhur,i wanted to cry!haha..i didnt thou..i immediately went out n raced towards chels,thats when i rushed everyone to get out of that area..so embarrassed!!!!god!!i couldnt stand any second there cuz i felt like burrying my head under the ground!why am i so blind...sheesh im forever blind!!darn!

Anyway...after that we headed to clementi mrt to get back..m chels decided to watch the sunset n so we did..played swings n stuff..hahaha!darn i felt like a kiddo again..CHELSEA!i know what u know,hah im nice im not gonna broadcast that incident n everythin,so funny!bleah!so guys,too bad,its our little secret!!

Gotta bounce now,sleep sleep!MUAH!nights!

Love n hugs n kisses,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Helluuu...
my day today was alright..i went ICA today to collect my replaced IC.thank god,finale!oh i mean finally!a brand new ic n i had to fork our my OWN money for it ok!sheeeshhh how excruciating it is!chels was with me..we headed cosway then to search for chels skirt but we couldnt find it anywhere so we decided to go for early dinner,our all time favourite which is fish soup noodles.darn delicious..should try it!haha..oh n then we bounced to Popular for some stuff..we practically crazy..me n chels were running around..i was in heels n chels was in pumps..it all started when i spanked her arse,hard!n then she started to chase me all over the store just to get it back on me..n not once ok twice!HARD!in total she spanked me 5 times today,it goes like "PAK!" hah!i almost had a fit!

After that we,syafiq chels n me went to the rooftop..kinda slacked there for a while...we did sumthin stupid..played a prank on KAL!hahahahahaha...i was a very bad actor!darn!!!!aiyah i know i cant cry luh..damn it but oh heck!was glad that we punk'd him..he got shocked for a moment..i knew that!i told him abt chels,how she got cancer!!he tried to keep co0l!like what the hell..he really killed the moment..haha!i couldnt cry for nuts on the phone..shit right!aaaaahhhhhhh!!!aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!its very funny how i tried to rehearse the whole thing before even calling kal!so funny!

I can tell chelsea is happy..she's all so dreamy abt kal today..keeps smilling to herself like one cockanadan,or whatever its called!what is wrong with this kiddo man!!!!n how she told me abt the ferriswheel!oh god...good imagination she has i tell u!phewwww...

Anyhoos im dead tired right now from all those chasing n running around with chels..gotta sleepo now!goodnight!

Love,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Friday, May 18, 2007

"Everything" - Michael Buble

You're a falling star,
You're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool,
on an August day.
And You're the perfect thing to see.
And you play your card,
but it's kinda cute.
Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend,
that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life,
and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you,
You make me sing.
You're every line,
you're every word,
you're everything.

You're a carousel,
you're a wishing well,
And you light me up,
when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery,
you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.
And I can't believe,
uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way,
ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life,
and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you,
You make me sing
You're every line,
you're every word,
you're everything.

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life,
and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you,
You make me sing.
You're every line,
you're every word,
you're everything.
You're every song,
and I sing along.
Cause you're my everything.
yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La
So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

- Pure Bliss... ;

Hoh boy,
another disappointing day today but its alright..haha im still living..its just that the results i have been getting are so whacked that i couldnt be bothered to check em..haiss..its so upsetting..everyone's been complaining abt mid year exams..practically almost everyone has been compaining abt their bad n shocking results..i failed my english!yes im not ashamed to admit that to the whole wide world..its so very devastating..even the best top english students failed their paper..im one of them!!!n still i failed..isnt it ridiculous to come to think abt it..so sad luh!n today we're suppose to get our paper 1 english papers but we didnt..ms wong!wheres your promise???

Another annoying teacher today that really got on our nerves was mrs yue..she literally erased some stuff on the board which ms wong wrote for us to read..but before we could even read it,she erased em..said that its her period n its her lesson n that she's havin the board all to herselF!sucha mean b&*(^(&.."heartless creature", thats what my friends called her!!hah!i mean she should like atleast wait for evryone to finish reading it then erased it off right?what,would reading take us hrs?she's really ridiculous n annoying beyond words..sheesh!

Anyway I'm just done with my nails..gosh i havent been painting my nails for months now..i chose transparent varnish..i considered my red maroon glittery polish but nahhh its too bright n i wouldnt want it to chip,it easily will..however i did maroon for my pedicure,lol!now thats cool!cuz i only had to do it once without redoing it over n over until i got it!i finally did it once for the first time!hah!hannah is a genius!teehee..now u must be wondering why am i painting myself!hahaha..fact is tomorrow is a slight extravagant night..for chels that is..so we'd wanna look at our best..presentably excellent..haha what am i sayin?!

Alrighty..i cant wait for tomorrow,n i know chels is psyched abt this whole meeting up thingy..haha I KNOW CHELS!be calm n i know hell yeah uv got the confidence n looks.he'll have the HOTS for u..thats no lie!teehee...im happy n nervous for u at the same time..n i swear if he does try to be funny with u in the theatre,i'll seriously get up n push his dick in for free!HA-HA!hokay now thats wrong but whatever..yeah n frances will be sitting on top of him like one big potato sack!ahahaha..funny!i can imagine that...

And NO he wont be seeing a cow in you,crazy!instead he'll be seeing one onstage so fret NOT.hehe!

Anyway call me if u need me.

Cyah

Loves,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Hey,
Ya know sumthin?i freakin failed my 2nd english paper,got back our first paper of the day=english!n i failed it..how disappointing right?haisss...it completely ruined rest of the day..i felt so demoralized..teachers keep sayin things that really hurts..n why cant they just lay off..n pls we're not born STUPID..so stop callin us stupid or whatever shit that is not pleasant to know or hear of.haiss...physics,i failed it once again..its not that i didnt study for the paper,i just lack of theory knowledge n the basics which are the 16 formulas..jeez i didnt even know theres like 16 such formulas.darn..i shouldve known,now that i know..im gonna study the butt out of me all the way till O's,i dont care..but just hopefully i wont get sick again just like how i did last week during exams period!sucha shittyy feeling ya know?!?!sheeshh...

N today,right after school i headed to chels' to help her with her clothes..i tell u she looks hot no matter what she wears.except for our fag school uniform..haha other than she's lookin fine n blazing hot..haha..seriously..had lunch and stuff then chilled n bullcrapped..haha..

basically today is kinda boring n plain stupid luh in school..really whacky results..really bad..just why!!!!!oh god,pls guide me!!!!!i wanna pass my O'levels!!!!!!pls!!!!!!!!i promise i wont be bad but study hard n make my parents proud of me!hmmmmphh.... ;(

Ok dokes,i gotta bounce!Later!

Love n Kisses,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Hahahaha...
guess what?me and my lovelies did puzzlings today..*yawns* its so boring that i could really use a good sleep.haha..among us,chels did the most..she did the sides well..and syafiq being our puzzle supervisor!haha..what a good one he is..haha now i realise that im freakin bad at puzzles..it drives me so nutsy that i barely could even match them.hahaha..darn!but im gonna finish it i tell u..seriously will then ima frame it up!!!chels n syafiq,i WILL ok!!!HEIIIIY!..but not now uh.im really beat from those laughing..haha they're hilarious man..oh on top of that,my mum made Chengteng or whatever it is spelled..its damn syiok!both of them loved it..how i wish i can cook just like my mum.bleah!wait long long uh!

So today has been go0d,just chillin n laying our heads down..since we're done with mid-years!haha pheww.....finally..i thought it would never end!god..i feel like its been goin for years..i been through alot this month..all the about me with the sick saga thingy..actually its not really a saga..but hello i didnt sit for 2 papers when i was sick!how stupid n darn i regretted for not sleeping well..mugged for some stupid papers!til 3 am in the morning!ridiculous eyy??oh well.thats just plain last minute workings.my mum never wanna stop nagging abt that.

I'm going through the withdrawals..haiss..funny,im really startin to get used to all this shit im going through right now..i think iv been there done that.sometimes all this whole thingy are repeating itself only with different experiences but the cycle is still the same,u get what i mean?heh..seriously what im going through now is repeating itself..its plain n utter painful but i cant avoid it n its inevitable..so hannah,face it!!!!im emotionally n physically stronger by day so i wouldnt let these nonsensical shit get in my way n force me to fall right back.thats ridiculous.

Chelsea n i today have been so silly,simply laying down on my bed thinking n wondering abt things that are goin to happen..she's like this worried lost puppy ya know..she keeps worrying herself n i keep repeating myself to like tell me her n comfort her by simply askin her to be herself!!for god's sakes,chels..ur beautiful n HOT..thats no lie uh when people tell u that!im not just telling u this for the sake to make u feel better..fact is you ARE!n dont pretend to think that ur not..ur seriously gorgeous..darl,pehlease..stop being so insecure..wheres chelsea's confidence?where is chelseaaa???who are you???give me back my ms rodrigues!u arsehole!hah!disappear now n give me back chels.hummmphhh.........

Anyway,this saturday there'll be a performance at some theatre..frances,chels' go0d friend will be performing..so we were all thinkin its good that we can all go together n watch..at the same time we're gonna meet mr.kal!haha..its like shooting 2 birds with 1 stone ya know..that kinda thing..so its a good thing cuz we can get to meet new people too..so chels u have me around to support u..in whatever ways that is.u have ME!thats a good thing..you know i'll be there for u,darl.so worry or fret NOT!n girl whatever ur gonna wear,u'll still lo0k hotter than ever.so hush now!sheesshh.... *smiles*

Anyway tonight has been so boring,my puzzles are on pending mode..haha!i havent start it yet ever since its been left by those two blind mice!oh n im the third one.heh..i think im gonna start again so0n so i'll get back again here soon alright?haha..see ya'll around then...tata!

Hugs n Love,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Yo,
today has been interesting..its quite tiring considering exams just almost ended..mid-yr that is..heh!hokkayy how shall i start tellin ya'll my day..first in the morning went to school to take math paper 2 exam..whoah i tell u,the paper was hard i couldnt even finish it on time.haisss...sad sad but nvrm i'll try harder this coming prelims!really hard!!the paper was 2half hrs..damn long!hmmmm...then after that i headed home..dad was home..i wasnt surprise cuz he's havin this toothache..oh how poor thing..wisdom tooth kills im tellin yuh!so today he had his surgery..as a lovely n supportive daughter,i accompanied him to Alexandra Hospital..as typical as it sounds,the hospital was boring n dead..the people there are nice but i just didnt think for my situation right now i should've been there.haha..but my dad luh.he needed me so yeah.

The pain for him was excruciating..that i could almost feel for him..haha..even before the surgery,he was in total state of numb n cold cuz he was terrified with the thought of pulling a stuck tooth.hah!poor thing dad!after the surgery n all...we went straight back..dad went home but i met my cousin,jun..for after soo long since the last we met.she's gained weight!my goodness jun!!!!haha..she treated me to pizzahut!thats so kind of her since shes already working now..good job..can treat me more eyy?hahah no luh im n0ot thick skinned..bleah!oh oh then we went to the funfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It was so much fun!!!however i blew my money over stupid things...haha like for instance the bumpercar ride..those shoppings i did..haha..im stupid..but a girl like me just wants some fun sometimes ya know!!!i just need to take my mind off silly things ya know what im saying!bleah!
i just need some fun with my lovelies excluding boys that is....like just now this bunch of dweebs morons..they think they're so co0l to get any girl they like..oh kiss my sweet foot ya'll low creeps..i aint somebody u could easily please!so beat it..

Haissss.....once again im gonna say this..LIFE IS EXCRUCIATING!!!!yes chelsea u can repeat what i just said..it is isnt it?it is..!it really is...but sometimes it just dont.it jus dont.hmmmmphhh...yeahhhh influctuations..my oh my..

Anyway im trying my best now to get my foot on the ground n walk on like i just dont care..i just gotta feel secure about everything..i need to..cuz if i dont,i wont be able to straighten up in life.hmmmmm....school,friends,family,shopping!thats all i gotta deal with now..other than that NO..i dont think so.

I'm gonna bounce now to catch up with some bunch of friends.have a good night ya'll!smiles n cheers!

Loves n Hugs,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Sunday, May 13, 2007

I've been sittin at my room,
pondering over and over on fateful days
flowers in my heart never seem to bloom,
the heat melts me inside from the sunlight rays.

I cry myself to sleep tonight,
my heart shatters into unworthy pieces,
thinkin i could straight up and fight,
but nothing heals,nothing feels.

I wish i could run away,
run away somewhere far from misery,
if only i may,
i want to be on my own,free.

Up till this very moment,
i find love mysterious and sometimes excruciating,
not that i despice it,
not that i would abandon it,
but what can a girl like me do to stop the ache she feels inside.

Oh god,please guide your humble servant,
for i feel so hurt,
burn this feeling i cant take it anymore,
it hit me right up in the core.

- Pure Bliss... ;

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Sooo...
Whats the meaning of Separation?
Simple!Separation means a gap,point of parting,something that separates or divides!

A painful condition that one who has got to choose to live under that circumstance..nuthin else could actually heal the cut except for CHOCOLATE ICE-CREAM!yess...me n my boy/girlfriend syafiq n chels,we all shared a tub of ice-cream.they came over to my place to watch a Sappy movie and at the same time comforted me at least half my day today or else i'd be stuck inside my room constantly rewinding n replaying back n forth those thoughts inside my head over n over again non-stop.

Gossh when i woke up this morning,i felt like i had a hang-over..except that i could remember the whole situation last night.thank god i dont drink.but i suppose i might one day ey?oh well..
hmmmmm....my eyes were like a pair of dunkin doughnuts from those weeping n those tissues n tissues of sneezing n wipping.i hated that!but after that cry i felt slightly a tad better..only after 4 am in the morning that i slept like a baby who has just stopped crying n fell asleep peacefully n soundly.oh what a painful night i had last night.

Ok now,i cant help but to say it right here now n now..no further; I Love Jeremy!!!!!I Love HIM!but i just don't understand why...just why...we're so young and yet we've already come to a point which i think is already so far.jeremy,im sorry if iv broadcast this to the whole world but i just gotta let this out.through this.well,i know we might never know what the future might bring for us..but who knows..this thing that we already have,i can feel that it's slipping away,soon it's gonna drift further apart and you wouldn't even realise it.

All i'm saying,i wanna treasure what i already have in my part.iv always been losing things that are so precious to me and yet when it comes the time,it simply slips in a snip of my fingers,now i dont think its a tad fair at all.its really excruciating.i cry my tears,i dont know if there'll still be tears tomorrow for me to shed.the worrisome part is,i dont know what and how to fight this feeling.save me.somebody.pls.

I may sound desperate n pathetically insane.but i could really use a saviour.Anyway my friends are my saviour.chels n syafiq,thanks for those ice-cream n chocs n chips..i loved it..thanks very much.n thanks for the movie.ya'll are so kind.*hugs*

Lotsa Love,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Hellooooooo......
I'm back im back!iv been sick to death the past couple of days..haha!but im alright now..fret not!big thank yous' to all my beloved n sincere friends whos been so caring n concern towards me when im sick..haha im surprised how come most of ya'll were worried when i wasnt there at the examination hall..AIN!u thought i overslept?haha..ain is my goodfriend..she's sitting infront of me in the exam hall..so she told me how she was lookin while doin her paper to catch me around somewhere but nahh i didnt turn up..yes i was sick..couldnt get out of the darn bed!teehee..but im alright now..just a slight fever..i'll be as good as new by tmrw!weee...

I had high fever yesterday..i was cryin like mad in the morning cuz i couldnt go to school to take my exams..so i was kinda pissed n sad at the same time..i cried to my mum..my mum was freakin shocked to see me in that state..so she brought me to see a doctor..waited so long just to see the doctor..big shot huh that doctor!like hello theres people whos sick out here waiting for your treatment n prescription!so annoying..n its not those public government clinic ok!its not polyclinic..its a private clinic for god's sake..still so freakin long..n there were like only 3 sick patients!tsk tsk tsk..mum couldnt wait up for me cuz she was late for work so i understood her situation..i was left all alone..now the reason im sick is cuz iv been lacking of sleep n water lately..i didnt sleep till 3-4 am in the morning just to mug my ass..its excruciating!but oh well this is what happens when u do last minute revisions..iv learnt my lesson..this time i wont sleep late n no more last minutes!its bad bad bad im tellin u,tellin myself rather....heh!

I thank god that today went on smoothly..i woke up on time just to take my breakfast n medicines before goin to school for exams..its a miracle how i recovered overnight..cuz usually it'll take me about 2-3 days before i recover..hmmm..go0die!!thanks to mummy..she really took care of me..woke up in the middle of the night,tellin me to take my medicines..i think i drank a pail of water yesterday..haha..no seriously..cuz she emphasised alot in drinkin WATER!!water n water n nuthin but water..the whole day i only had like 1 meal..PORRIDGE!my goodness..are there any other alternatives for a sick girl like me to eat???LOL!

Exams these days are drivin me crazy..n i dunnoe whether i could actually sit for both my SS n FNN..i hope i'll be able to cuz its gonna be sucha waste if i cant..i have valid reasons hello!if the valid reason is not valid then why in the first place its called valid?hmmmmm im confused!bleah i dont care!i wanna i wanna..oh yeah had MATH today..it was alright..considering i didnt even study..had i studied,i would be able to do even well..hummphhh...its ok i dont even blame on my sickness..its just fate..probably it could be a blessing indisguise?pheww!hmmm..anyway..i hope i can get my life back on track so that i can be more focus..life,studies,love..all in one..with lovely people surrounding me,no doubt i will!

hey chels,chill..im angry with him too!he was so rude just now when i tried to talk to him!!!arrghhh i couldnt stand him..so egoistic n selfish n all he could think of was himself!n he admited he's egoistic n selfish!i dunnoe what else to say so i just stomped off..couldnt be bothered!u know what?he doesnt wanna say sorry ya know..arghhh i dunnoe luh..he's getting more n more irritating beyond words!anyway..chill yeah babe..just call me when u need to.

ok dokes,i gotta run now..lunch n medicines(im still recovering) haha..cyah around!

Loves,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Friday, May 04, 2007

Hello People,
its been awhile since i last blogged..its because iv been very busy preparing for MYE!its a crucial time for me because i have to make this happen..i cant afford to slack anymore..i realise i havent been that up to O'level standard..i havent been getting good grades..it sucks ya know..oh well however,im workin hard n smart at the same time now..trying to pull this through as well as possible..as day go by,i get more nervous because the exams are important to me..i dont wanna disappoint myself as well as my parents..it is sad!i have to make sure that i pass my MYE in order to see what is my level of understanding so far in all my subjects for the past 5-6 months.i really wonder..im alright with my language subjects but im just worried for my math n science..as far as i know,those two subjects arent my best.they need prior attention!very crucial!

Today,my day was alright..just major cramps thats all..period!oh wth!in the morning i was rushing with my coursework..its so stressful that i had to actually hand in all the work that iv done for coursework so far.my TA,research & DM!all three arent well edited!but oh heck..i just handed in anyway for my fnn teacher to mark..she's annoyingly cute i gotta admit!one moment she can be cute,the other is just plain annoying..get what i mean?oh heck!

After school today,showered n then off to chels'...we studied for awhile..she taught me chem..i could understand abit here n there..we studied stachiometry..n then after that had a girl talk..haha its so funny..haha!hmmmmm......

All i need to do right now is dive my head into the books..they're my babies for now..lol!aiyah...its stressful ya know..like apart of me wants to just heck n go to sleep,another strong part of me tells me to wake up n study my butts off!!ahhh..its only MYE n im already halfway going bonkers..

These past few days..i havent been having healthy diet..i indulge myself with junks n then after that cant even eat my meals..cuz im full of junks..i dont eat 3 meals a day instead only 1 n that is like total rubbish.i dont follow the time to eat..its all messy luh..like whats happening to my life?ok i gotta admit,i lost weight..maybe im stressed?im worried?i think too much!see how weird i am nowadays?

I just cant wait for these few weeks to be over n then finally i can rest my head alittle..n not stressing myself too much.

In the meantime,i need to study....mug all the wayyyyyyyyy......i want 6 A's!!!oh they seem so far..oh well i'll chase after them yeah!bleah!

Chem revision now..talk soon!

Loves,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;