~**-PiEcE Of A BeAutIfuL MeMoRy-**~

Friday, May 16, 2008

Well sometimes deep inside i feel like im empty.
just missing something..something that i long to have
but really what is it?

i can't be another person now can i?
i can't do things correctly these days.
i feel like more and more people in my life
are counting on me...im no super woman..
im just a normal girl who just wants to lead
a simple life..

Sometimes i feel like i wanna have a companion.
someone who holds me and say its alright to make mistakes.
i just feel like no one ever understands me these days.
im not tryna be selfish or rude or offend anyone.
its just that my close people are not getting me.

and so i met this particular guy..he seems nice..
he's funny..polite..simple..nothing complicated..
at least not for now..something in him that i feel
like i connect in him...i felt comfortable with him
even though it was the first time that i met him.

i could be myself when im with him..thats so unlike
ME especially around a guy..its fun just talkin to him.
he makes me feel special inside..as he told me abt his life
bit by bit i could understand how he feels..
i felt the connection..cliche u call it but i just know it!

Before this i could have never looked into a guy's eyes.
especially The someone..you know..
but as i did..my heart just started to race..
and i just know it he felt the same way..
i dunnoe..maybe i just imagine too much
but..hey,it could be true..

call me smitten..infatuated..
i dunnoe...but somehow i know what i feel.
i dont wanna be wrong again..
he's someone iv been talkin alot to..
someone whom iv been telling stories to.
stories which iv never told anyone in a long time
or maybe even none..deep inside im slowly trying to
know him,believe him,show him what my
true feelings are all about..

But i'm not gonna open totally..
it takes alot to gain my trust
it's gonna take a whole lotta time..
before anything can happen...
but i promise..some day..it will.

Love,
HannahBanana

Ps: I'm slowly falling for him.. =)

- Pure Bliss... ;

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Could it be?

i'm about to float..im about to dream!
but i dont know what im gonna dream..
tell me how i'm gonna figure this thing out called
confusion..fear?

There's light that i see
but i cant seem to cross the line
i just don't think that its the right time
to find somebody so kind

so hard,
so rare..pure
but there you are standing across the doorway

I see kindness in your eyes
could it be an illusion?
could it be another expression,impression?
i'm confused,im lacking of air..

Where's all the perfection that i searched for?
the imperfections that i seek now..
only then i knew what kind of person that's inside
i freeze a moment,to feel what you are
to know the true you..

the truth in your eyes,
could it be for real?

i wanna know.....

Hannah

- Pure Bliss... ;

Sunday, May 04, 2008

AS u guys can see..i post pictures which are super random.

i didnt know what to post.its been so crazy lately!
life has been nuthin but tiring and at the same time fun.
you know ups and downs but..its great.

my family and friends are super wonderful.
they're like my oxygen tank,without them im nothing really!
haha..my crazy bff's have been there for me all through out thick n thin!
i cant thank them more.when i felt like im stuck in somewhere i cant figure,
i turn to them for a route back home.

Syafiq wrote sumthin in his blog the other time and had this song playing
on his blog,it made me freakin CRY!i felt like im a total loser at first,
but knowing they're always there for me,im just truly blessed and im
thankful for that!

Chelsea and syafiq are people whom i know i can fully trust,no one else can!
i love you guys..

Oh not forgetting my family,yesterday my dad bought me a super cool
watch!its SEIKO watch,a very cool auto watch iv been yearning.
im like one nut head,didnt know that the watch was auto,checked out
the watch it was 9.40am,but it was actually already 2.45pm!hurrrr...
blurr cock!didnt know i had to adjust the time first...like i said blurr cock!

im enjoying life right now..all i know is that nuthin matters other than
HAPPINESS,like what my beloved aunt from down unda has told me
repeatedly: self content,satisfaction,security and HAPPINESS is what matters
the most in life. without them,you're nuthin!

true enough,iv learned that and its been well said.im glad she told me that or
i'd still be stuck in somewhere..i dunnoe..a rut maybe..i can understand now
how important it is to be self content and truly appreciate in what ur doing
at the moment.do what you wanna do..you know..do what you gotta do! ;)

i'm sick of tears,cuz its pointless..you might just dry em up in the end
and by the time when you finally needa cry them out,you might have
left with none.hah.so take it easy,life's nuthin but challenges and life's
nuthin without it.

I'm gonna find new memories now.

Cyah lata!

Lotsa LOVE,
HannahBanana =)

- Pure Bliss... ;

RANDOMMMMMM!!!

- Pure Bliss... ;