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Sunday, March 23, 2008

hey hey...watsup,

seems like its been ages since i last blogged..
too much has been happening lately.i lose the ability to describe already.
but anyhoos im gonna try explaining anyways.

its amazing how things change so fast in a few months.
i still cant believe im sitting here right now.
hurrr lame i know..but really iv gone through alot these days.
however it is,i try as much as i can to stay grounded.

firstly,the most shocking news was my dearest bestfriend
has gone off to aussie,she's trying to get away from this lion
painful city..be by herself for awhile..boy i wish i can FOLLOW!
but but...i have work and other stuff..so yeah.
no matter what,i know tat she's safe there cuz she's with her
relatives and all,im glad..

the morning that we sent her off to the airport,i couldnt stop
tearing cuz its just too painful,what happened behind?i cant spill,
its something i dont wish to storytell,just too heartbreaking.

the moment we were at the departing gate,i felt so fucking
sad..so super sad for her that we cried and cried............
the last words that i said to her was "i love you,chels"
and she said the same..the most amazing n powerful words.
i couldnt stop crying even after she left..boohoohoo!

thank god there were syafiq tab and jolyn by my side..or else i would
have chased all the way in..haha..okok drama!but reallyyy...
after that we went up to the place where we see all those planes
that took off,i cant remember the place's name..what uh?hurrr..

we took pictures..but i can upload it yet..not with me..
straight after we went off to get the train,jolyn ng lost her mp3
n ezlink!!!!hurrrr....see luh!!!that woman!!!but anyways it didnt
seem to matter much,did it jolyn?haha..we trained back to town.
had lunch and then i was off to work.at work,another sad story.

this is another heartbreaking part,i found out that the guy iv been
having this huge crush with has had a girlfriend...how fucking stupid!
hurrrr...gosshh..wtf ...however,i just kept my cool luh.
no point being sad over it cuz he doesnt even know what and how im
feeling..i dont even know if he knows that i fucking exist..jee..

i get so really angry when people thinks im a snob when they
dont even fucking know meeeeeee....WHAT DO THEY expect?
smile and smile like a clown when i walk past?thats effing stupidddd!!
a bunch of losers...seriously..get it right first people..dont anyhow WHACK!
its not the right way to get people to notice you..boys especially....ass!

hokayy enough drama...im about to gag thinkin abt all those nonsence.
as its obviously shown,im off today,nuthin happened,woke up late
lunch and then slept again,i smelled like sheep..haha..kambing whatever.
but im all fresh and smelling goodddd..i feel like eating now..

tmrw OFF...wuhooo..i wish im not working already luh,it just pains me
everyday goin to work..shit shit!

oh btw,im still waiting for POLY..i pray i will get it!seriously!

anyway im goin off luh,so boring here!ciao!

Loves,
HannahBanana =)

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