~**-PiEcE Of A BeAutIfuL MeMoRy-**~

Saturday, April 29, 2006

can somebody just run to me and say everythings gona be alright?just say it even thou its not gonna be true..i need comfort..i dont know wat else to do..i cant confide in anyone else..i want attention,no one seems to give me one..
he doesnt care bout me anymore?or does he..?oh pls..i dont know wats gonna happen next, why is he turnin out to be this way?whats lackin in me......i just coouldnt find the answers to say..speak..express or watever..i dont need sympathy.all i need is someone to hold,someone to say ur gona be fine,hannah..
but wait,i dont think thats possible..no one seems to listen!no one seems to be there..apart of me is torn up into pieces..i cant breath nor speak in the right tone,all i can say now is nothin..just starin into blank space..the atmosphere growin darker..
you may think this is drama,yeah so wat if am..do even u care?
i am afraid..why is everyone turnin to be harsher n harsher to me by day!why cant everyone just stop..my heart beats faster n faster..
i dont know what to do anymore..i dont!!!amin,wat has happened to us? &
mum,why cant u look at me with a smile? chels,where were u when i needed you?

................My book of life is full of complicationS.....................

- Pure Bliss... ;

Friday, April 14, 2006

yesterday was my sports fest day....and i would like to formost this first before i start off with anythin,in the mornin was kinda wacked n fcked up!haha..seriously,that stupid cab driver was darn dumb n stupid...he doesnt even know CCAB,he went 'huh?TTAP?PPAT?'!me and chels was like my gawsh,he asked us to write on a piece of paper and still once again he didnt know nuts about CCAB,we just dumped the taxi and took another,well guess what?again the cab driver had no idea of CCAB,coincidentally it was chels uncle,thank god...he helped us quite abit,infact quite alot...we didnt have to pay a single cent!coolness!haha....thankythanky!the sports went cool at the start but it went terribly wrong when i was on the track,100m sprint....bloody fucking timers...were cheating..i came in first but they claimed i came in 4th!i was freakin pissed!!!!!!!jezus..my ass i got 4th..does anybody here's feelin my pain?do you have any nutzy idea i was in the track n field for 6 freakin years???it didnt pay off,they do not know nuts about track n field man,i'm tellin you this.....they've got to be fucking kidding me!sheeeesshhh,only god knows what i was cursing inside my mind after i was told i got in 4th!ASSHOLE!
after the events n closing ceremony,we headed for newton with cab..then took train from there to orchard,ngee ann city went seoul garden..it was awesome.we ate n ate..celebrated yvonne n syafiq's birthday.sang them bday song...coolness!had icecream and bla bla bla...ALOT!wahlau yvonne n jerrel ate like no tmrw siah!i call them CC,crazy couple!hahaha,rofl!!right after,went shop shop at far east...shop for the two bday peeps..i was tired la,had no mood!after that headed to somerset via train,too lazy to walk..thou i know its not quite of a distance!bt at that point of time i found somerset like a thousand miles!hahaha..so yeah,met min...missed him so freakin much,hugged him the moment i saw him at youth park...muacks!luv yah!

- Pure Bliss... ;