~**-PiEcE Of A BeAutIfuL MeMoRy-**~

Monday, July 30, 2007

The memories i tried to flush away,

the simple words that we said replay,

seems like it keeps coming back to me,

it can never be set free.

I tried and tried,

but no matter how hard i fight,

things always come back the same,

is this some kinda game?

I walk out on the street,

getting up on my own two feet,

tellin myself its time to rescue my life,

go on a journey that takes me high.

Friends keep tellin me to smile,

cuz i always gloom away a thousand miles,

it just feels so bad

so how can i force to do that?

I almost forget to know what is happiness,

when all i could do is wrap myself with emptiness,

i'm no longer angry,

i'm no longer sad,

i just wanna be happy again,

don't want to be mad.

Show me the way,

lead me up from being astray,

teach me how to smile again,

teach me how to laugh again,

getting all gloomed up is something i wanna refrain.

- Pure Bliss... ;

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

I LOVE THIS DRESS!!

AND THIS ONE TOOO!!

Omg,i love these dresses i saw online..i think im fallin inlove!!geez!

the reason why iv been lookin at these dresses

cuz iv been thinkin of getting one for my birthday,

as a GIFT for myself.

i realise i havent been buying much stuff lately..

a waste of money n time.lol!

and plus i dont have much time to go shopping,

hence probably pampering myself during my birthday is

an OPTION.

Boy',i wish im some rich brat like paris hilton or sumthin!

lol but unfortunately..

been savin up thou.

I have a long piece of wishlist for my birthday,lol!

i wonder if they can be granted.hah!

BLEAH!

i'll blog my next post again soon,

then i'll list them down alrighty?LOL!

till then,ciao!

HANNAH BANANA OFF TO BED!

- Pure Bliss... ;

Friday, July 20, 2007

Marina Square

The gathering,Kal's birthday

Haha..some random days after jogging

This was at COFFEE CLUB

I can still remember the taste of the chocolate fondue!

- Pure Bliss... ;

I HAD POOL TODAY!

i played like some dimwit THOU..

but im proud i did quite well,considering for a beginner like me.

my back aches and my freakin index finger is swollen,

stupid enough to hit againsT the pool table but im alright!

still living!lol..i gotta admit,cheng teck is like the pro of all PROS!

hahaha...koh singh,u SORE LOSER!!at least i won 1 pathetic game!

Thanks for the coffee anyway..i didnt finish it,

too much wipcream equals to too much fats!haha..

i think its good to catch up with old buds sometimes,

lots of changes i have to say.but even then,they are still who they are.

cheng teck damn bloody PRO,i know he is..but he thought me silly things like;

Cheng teck: "DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS IS?" - (red ball)

Me: "NO!"

Cheng teck,"THIS IS WHAT YOU CALL THE 'RED BALL!"

i was like WTF STUPID?!?!

he told me things which were like apparently the most obvious ones.

i felt so darn sotong..

Anyway i had fun today..super funny..laughed practically the

whole time until my stomach hurt and

my cheeks ached!lol!

Anyway,until next time!im super beat!ciao!

~HANNAH BANANA OUTTTT~

- Pure Bliss... ;

Friday, July 13, 2007

Lately i know i have been such a pain in the ass..im fighting against myself..not knowing what im fighting for...happiness?freedom?fairness?security?these things i long for but aside from those..there are other things..i just wanna live my life as normal as possible like any other girls..happy and perky..shopping like no one cares..i long for things to get back to usual..the past few days,i have been keeping to myself at home,not communicating nor seeing my other family members,just simply lock myself in my room..ranting through what seems like thin four walls.i have been mad towards my siblings,simply because they just do not understand me as a growing woman..

I guess they can never understand me in these lightyears..apart of me wants them to know me n understand me but apart of me just wants to shut myself from them..i felt angry with my elder brother cuz i thought he has been sucha moron..he just doesnt wanna give in to me..he wants his way and i want my way,hence the world seems like an intense war.i just cant take it what he has done to me..the slap didnt hurt me at all but what hurt me is the mental pain caused inside..i could forgive him eventually but all i need is a simple sorry,thats just simply so hard for him i guess..oh well!

What more,there are other thiings on top of that...school has been driving me intensely MAD..im growing mad by day..the teachers just want more n more out of us..today,i had to stay after school to finish up english assignment..the essay was horrible..ms wong made all of us stay back and we couldnt go back until its done..unsurprisingly,i was the last person to finish...this may seem such an excuse but my head was in a daze hence i was the only girl in the hall this afternoon hurrying up on my essay..darn..so stressful..my friends left me behind and didnt wait up for me..OH THEY'RE SUCH GOOD PALS!

But oh well..nevertheless,its my fault,i was so slow..i know but what to do right?i am indeed slow when it comes to writing materials..i did with quality alright even though it took me the whole hour!HEH!ms wong!she is such A...........................................> NICE TEACHER!!bleah!i understand why she's doing this..she simply wants us to succeed..thats all..i remember how she made me tear like crazy infront of her last year before N's but look at where i am today...all ready for O's!thanks BABE!haha..

As for now,i just wanna live my life...i know there'll be lotsa pressure and stress but i gotta perservere and work hard in order to achieve my dreams..now i am confuse..JC OR POLY?

uhh heck!i just do my best now...after O's once everything's A's...i can get anywhere i want.haha..alrighty...i gotta work on my A's now..LATERS!

LOVES,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Saturday, July 07, 2007

hey hey
its been long since i last posted cuz iv been packed with alot of stuff...i just did my O'level Oral the other day..it was pretty nerve recking before it...i felt like fainting,total dimwit..i know!DRAMA!but really...if there was a hidden camera,u would see how stupid and kanchiong i acted...i was really scared n nervous...that right after it all ended,i forgotten to take my bag!!can u imagine my stupidity??lol....i also got off without waiting till 3 cuz i was suppose to since i was like the first candidate..see the my nerves???really heart bopping i tell u...

oh right off,i headed to the chemistry lab to do my practical with my other 2 pals who were all late for class cuz of the oral..by the time we arrived,everyone was finishing...i hate chem practical...i find it total noob,im a noob rather when it comes to chemistry practical work..with those huge pair of protective white plastic spects n wats worst?i spilled chemical on my shoulder while putting on my spects..mind you,the chemical was acidic plus sodium aquous ok!!!!its like damn gross luh,sticky and it itched the hell out of me...immediately i had to wash it off with chemical soap..darn it..mrs yue could still laugh the heck at me..once done,i got off in a blink!!

oh today,woke up darn early to study with syafiq...we got there on time to secure a seat...the morning was really COLD..i almost frost my feet..hehehe...love the morning thou!anyways...we finished out english so yay for that...we took 3 freakin hrs to complete the whole paper..lol!!damn funny luh...i wnder how during exam huh....hahaha...oh welll!!!oh yeah we then had lunch n syafiq had to knock off watch transformers n left poor me..so yeah i got home safely!!

the day was alright btw..i wanna watch LIVE EARTH CONCERT NOW!laters!
HAPPY EARTH DAY!SAVE THE WORLD PEOPLE!!

LoveS,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;