~**-PiEcE Of A BeAutIfuL MeMoRy-**~

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

RANDOM-NESS

- Pure Bliss... ;

Another day,another shit huh!
Sometimes life can be such a bitch..

i dont know if im born clumsy or i dunnoe..its just a bitch!
i broke a glass table yesterday at work..yeah i did..
no bullshit..no nuthin,im serious...i kinda think that it happened
really fast..its like i didnt think it would happen so soon..
cuz i knew sooner or later the glass will break upon me..
just that i didnt see it comin so fast..a matter of time!

oh god..it was the most embarrassing thing iv ever done in my entire
work experience..its like errrghhhh...oh god!seeing splatter of glasses
right infront of me..knowing everyone was all around me..
and to make matters worst..the new CEO of robinsons was there
along with the rest of his big man..i was so ridiculed..didnt know
what on earth was i thinkin..thank god my manager,aisyah,was
there to bring me in...everyone was askin if i was okayy..jeeee..

the next thing i knew,all those kpo ding dongs were at my counter
asking and wondering what did happen..erghhh..wth!and now
everwhere i go at work,i cant help but to hear whispers and stares,
it just simply makes me feel weird,its like i broke their glass instead
of mine,i broke my own glass table at work,thats all that mattered to
me but nooo...not to them...they're like some psycho on my ass..

"that's the girl luh,that's the girl!" oh fuck u bitches...thats the thing
i hate about women's department...women are just full of bullshit
gossips....why cant they just lay off me!!seriously!im a woman too
but i dont go around chasing and wanting to know other people's ass!

hurrrr...its so sickening..work is just another bitch really...!!!!!i still am
traumatised about it..and this morning,i couldnt get up inspite the fact
that i set my alarm..i had this very important meeting at the office.
i didnt attend...uhhhhhh...what could get any worst?yikes...so in the end
i just told jolyn to go ahead w/o me.im super sorry lady!

to top that off,wendy my manager called me to ask where was i..
i said i was in bed!screw her!full of crap!

i gotta go..im really beat man..laters!

Love,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;

Saturday, April 12, 2008

life...its the funniest thing i can say right now..
its funny,why?

well firstly becuz i cant find a reason why iv been pondering
over this super major stupid situation.

ummm..my friends are all in poly..they're either having fun in there
or dying due to the lack of relations with ppl..either which,hey..
just kidding!

on the other hand,im not..cuz im currently waiting to go overseas and study
but i dont know when..seriously..its a pending thing for me right now.
its brutally killing me..i wanna study again,i wanna see books.learn.
get to meet new people,gain more knowledge.get smarter~

hurrrrr......i cant stand it any longer..im currently still working my ass off!
its not a pleasureable thing i should say..i mean im not saying they're not
nice people,as a matter of fact they are..its only the freakin management.
so screwed up and everything...hurrr...

you can call me deprived,in need,the lack of,whatever..i just wanna go to
sch again...........lalalalala.........i hate working........boohooooo....

but hey on the other hand,im waiting to go for an interview with SIA.
how ironic is that...my family and friends have been so supportive of me.
i cant thank them even more....i dont know,i just think im not confident enough.
maybe becuz im just too scared to fail anyone..anyone that i care for..

they're like rooting on me..
i just cant imagine myself letting them down.
its not a nice feeling..it sucksss...bad bad..

anyway,im just thankful i have my loved ones backing my arse..
thats the most they can do for me right now..i love them.i cant ask for more.
i wanna improvise myself.i just dont wanna be down and frowned up anymore.
im through with it..from now on,im gonna find hope..create somethin fresh
in life..so that i can look forward to something new.

love?urrghhh,dont mention abt it..its horrible..i saw him the other day..
was told that he's with a new girl...can u believe that guy?oh goose!
whateverrrrr...guess man are just never satisfied with what they have.
right chels darl?right!totally...........

to syafiq,please get someone whos mentally sane..emotionally
stable.cute but not minah who thinks she's all that drama mama.
not those whom u think she can dance..cuz this is not
'so you think you can dance' reality tv show..its REALITY for god's sake..
i just wanna see my BFFs have a great time.

to chels,i wanna see u happy and bubbly again..get the perks up.
im sure u'll find someone in nyp...its a huge sch..so go get em girl!
oh and pass me the stuff so that i can shove it into his face.
i can hardly wait. :D

and as for me.....im gonna find something to cheer me up.
maybe a glass or two...of..oh u know what...haha,nahh im kidding!

im good.. ;)

lata!

Loves,
HannahBanana

- Pure Bliss... ;