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Friday, April 13, 2007

Hey hey..
let me just say today is a crazy day..my goodness its been rainin!i got soaked n drenched..the rain was crazy heavy.today in school..morning i had to finish up my fnn coursework,i nearly went insane searching for the perfect computer in the lab cuz it seemed like the school is too useless..the comps are mostly wacko!haisss..fnn so far is alright cuz iv found my perfect dessert which is fruit flam!glad'o glad'o!heeess..oh then had to rush up for chem test!another crazy n suicidal thing cuz i didnt even study a single thing abt the chem topic...so i messed the whole paper..mrs yue told me that i couldve gotten the whole page full marks but bcuz of my stupidity by not stating n labelling the points..i get friggin 0!!!!!ahhhhhhh..hannnnaahhh!!!

Alright over with that crazy stuff..on to the next..during recess i saw ms wong actually cried!!omg..poor ms wong..what had happened to her..i still wonder..i guess she's just stressed abt us!haisss ms wong u gotta chill abit..dont flex your muscle too much..sheeshh..hahaha then i saw afena during recess..following mr felix..we were all wondering why..so she explained to us at the table in the canteen..she actually threw a piece of cake at the window pane!!!ahahaha..just cuz the cake was not as tasteful as she expects!lol...she got a detention as a result..thats not even close to being worth it, afena!!sheeshh..

Hmmmm yeah,i remember abt last evening's issue..i was so worked up abt certain things..i wasnt happy with the way my family has been treating me..i just feel very left out everytime they do somethings together as a family n leaving me out of it feels as thou im bein outcasted!like am i part of them?or am i just simply invisible?arrghhh..i got back from school yesterday n found that i was the only one back n so i kept wondering where they went out to..nighttime they got back..they went JB!!!!!without MEEEE!!!!!they went shopping without MEEEEEE!!tell me is that fair????when i was all alone at home wondering n stoning like some loner-freak!how selfish!ahhhhh....!!!the coolest thing is that my parents got themselves new hp as well as my brother,my elder brother bought a cool piece of ZEN vision:M!!!tell me how cool is that?!?!n me??just a piece of shit luh..i felt so neglected..i felt so crushed n gloomed up luh!!like ahhhhhhhhrrghhh!!i mean whyyy??whats wrong with people?!i coudlnt stand it n to add on to the ache,my dad scolded me for bein too selfish for not teaching my mum how to handle her new phone!like wth luhhhh!!!!how would i know..like as if i know everything in this world like that!!ahhh ridiculous luh!who are they calling me selfish now huh!i was just bein myself luh but they just wouldnt understand!they're so perfect right..do it on their own luh!why bother me!bullcrap!

i so want a new mobile phone luh n who get it?all of them but MEEE!!!whos left out??MEEEE!!!yesterday in school i was frustrated abt my phone cuz it couldnt work!the lights couldnt go on!until i was close to throwing it down from the fourth floor!afena was telling me that i was crazy cuz from physics lab all the way to class..i was hammering the phone against a railling!yes i know i am crazy but i cant help it ok..!!its better off without hp luh like that..it drives me up the roof man!irionically,when i smacked afew times,it worked..!but i still wasnt happy..there are too many scratches n marks!!!!all i just want right now is a new mobile phone!!!!!GODDD!!!!DADDDDD,when??????when i get married isit?ahhhh...well at least thats what afena told me!ahhhhhh....i need a breather!*SIGHS*

Alrighty before i go on with more rants,i'd stop here for now..breath hannah breath!smile!! :D i gotta go rehearsal now for Canberran's Day!another crappy one!i hope it wont be that boring!alrighty adeus!

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