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Friday, May 04, 2007

Hello People,
its been awhile since i last blogged..its because iv been very busy preparing for MYE!its a crucial time for me because i have to make this happen..i cant afford to slack anymore..i realise i havent been that up to O'level standard..i havent been getting good grades..it sucks ya know..oh well however,im workin hard n smart at the same time now..trying to pull this through as well as possible..as day go by,i get more nervous because the exams are important to me..i dont wanna disappoint myself as well as my parents..it is sad!i have to make sure that i pass my MYE in order to see what is my level of understanding so far in all my subjects for the past 5-6 months.i really wonder..im alright with my language subjects but im just worried for my math n science..as far as i know,those two subjects arent my best.they need prior attention!very crucial!

Today,my day was alright..just major cramps thats all..period!oh wth!in the morning i was rushing with my coursework..its so stressful that i had to actually hand in all the work that iv done for coursework so far.my TA,research & DM!all three arent well edited!but oh heck..i just handed in anyway for my fnn teacher to mark..she's annoyingly cute i gotta admit!one moment she can be cute,the other is just plain annoying..get what i mean?oh heck!

After school today,showered n then off to chels'...we studied for awhile..she taught me chem..i could understand abit here n there..we studied stachiometry..n then after that had a girl talk..haha its so funny..haha!hmmmmm......

All i need to do right now is dive my head into the books..they're my babies for now..lol!aiyah...its stressful ya know..like apart of me wants to just heck n go to sleep,another strong part of me tells me to wake up n study my butts off!!ahhh..its only MYE n im already halfway going bonkers..

These past few days..i havent been having healthy diet..i indulge myself with junks n then after that cant even eat my meals..cuz im full of junks..i dont eat 3 meals a day instead only 1 n that is like total rubbish.i dont follow the time to eat..its all messy luh..like whats happening to my life?ok i gotta admit,i lost weight..maybe im stressed?im worried?i think too much!see how weird i am nowadays?

I just cant wait for these few weeks to be over n then finally i can rest my head alittle..n not stressing myself too much.

In the meantime,i need to study....mug all the wayyyyyyyyy......i want 6 A's!!!oh they seem so far..oh well i'll chase after them yeah!bleah!

Chem revision now..talk soon!

Loves,
HannahBanana

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