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Saturday, May 12, 2007

Sooo...
Whats the meaning of Separation?
Simple!Separation means a gap,point of parting,something that separates or divides!

A painful condition that one who has got to choose to live under that circumstance..nuthin else could actually heal the cut except for CHOCOLATE ICE-CREAM!yess...me n my boy/girlfriend syafiq n chels,we all shared a tub of ice-cream.they came over to my place to watch a Sappy movie and at the same time comforted me at least half my day today or else i'd be stuck inside my room constantly rewinding n replaying back n forth those thoughts inside my head over n over again non-stop.

Gossh when i woke up this morning,i felt like i had a hang-over..except that i could remember the whole situation last night.thank god i dont drink.but i suppose i might one day ey?oh well..
hmmmmm....my eyes were like a pair of dunkin doughnuts from those weeping n those tissues n tissues of sneezing n wipping.i hated that!but after that cry i felt slightly a tad better..only after 4 am in the morning that i slept like a baby who has just stopped crying n fell asleep peacefully n soundly.oh what a painful night i had last night.

Ok now,i cant help but to say it right here now n now..no further; I Love Jeremy!!!!!I Love HIM!but i just don't understand why...just why...we're so young and yet we've already come to a point which i think is already so far.jeremy,im sorry if iv broadcast this to the whole world but i just gotta let this out.through this.well,i know we might never know what the future might bring for us..but who knows..this thing that we already have,i can feel that it's slipping away,soon it's gonna drift further apart and you wouldn't even realise it.

All i'm saying,i wanna treasure what i already have in my part.iv always been losing things that are so precious to me and yet when it comes the time,it simply slips in a snip of my fingers,now i dont think its a tad fair at all.its really excruciating.i cry my tears,i dont know if there'll still be tears tomorrow for me to shed.the worrisome part is,i dont know what and how to fight this feeling.save me.somebody.pls.

I may sound desperate n pathetically insane.but i could really use a saviour.Anyway my friends are my saviour.chels n syafiq,thanks for those ice-cream n chocs n chips..i loved it..thanks very much.n thanks for the movie.ya'll are so kind.*hugs*

Lotsa Love,
HannahBanana

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