~**-PiEcE Of A BeAutIfuL MeMoRy-**~

Friday, May 16, 2008

Well sometimes deep inside i feel like im empty.
just missing something..something that i long to have
but really what is it?

i can't be another person now can i?
i can't do things correctly these days.
i feel like more and more people in my life
are counting on me...im no super woman..
im just a normal girl who just wants to lead
a simple life..

Sometimes i feel like i wanna have a companion.
someone who holds me and say its alright to make mistakes.
i just feel like no one ever understands me these days.
im not tryna be selfish or rude or offend anyone.
its just that my close people are not getting me.

and so i met this particular guy..he seems nice..
he's funny..polite..simple..nothing complicated..
at least not for now..something in him that i feel
like i connect in him...i felt comfortable with him
even though it was the first time that i met him.

i could be myself when im with him..thats so unlike
ME especially around a guy..its fun just talkin to him.
he makes me feel special inside..as he told me abt his life
bit by bit i could understand how he feels..
i felt the connection..cliche u call it but i just know it!

Before this i could have never looked into a guy's eyes.
especially The someone..you know..
but as i did..my heart just started to race..
and i just know it he felt the same way..
i dunnoe..maybe i just imagine too much
but..hey,it could be true..

call me smitten..infatuated..
i dunnoe...but somehow i know what i feel.
i dont wanna be wrong again..
he's someone iv been talkin alot to..
someone whom iv been telling stories to.
stories which iv never told anyone in a long time
or maybe even none..deep inside im slowly trying to
know him,believe him,show him what my
true feelings are all about..

But i'm not gonna open totally..
it takes alot to gain my trust
it's gonna take a whole lotta time..
before anything can happen...
but i promise..some day..it will.

Love,
HannahBanana

Ps: I'm slowly falling for him.. =)

- Pure Bliss... ;